Yo-YoButterfly

I wish I could understand why I feel the way I do I love two men one makes me feel like his equal the other like my elder I can’t think of life with out the other I feel like I need them I need them both why cant life be simple can I not have them both I love them both one loves me with all he is the other dose not know I am in love with two will I only have one or can I have both